Let’s talk ’bout the matters of the heart. Let me purge my own thoughts from my system. Hmmm.

Many people have been asking me why until now I still don’t have a boyfriend. Honestly, I find myself picky. Maybe once I made a mistake (just testing out the waters, and after three months, I found those waters real cold! ^_^), and I just cannot make the same mistake twice!!! They say, I cannot be too picky, else I will not find the right guy. Yeah right! I really can’t find the right guy, he should find me! LOL.

What’s there to hurry? Babies? Well, I’m still young. 24. Still young. I still have 6 years! LOL. ‘Coz they say after  you reach the age of 30, it would not be that easy to bear a child. OK, that thing considered. But six years is still a very long long time. I should breathe, take one day at a time, and I would not know, he’d be there one second. Haha. Dream on waxie! But ey, I really don’t care. If I grow old without a husband, I’d live! I’d still live. Why not adopt?

I truly believe that loving someone is a choice. Let’s get a grip on ourselves. We just don’t get moony and say, “oh my god, I’m in love!!! And I cannot do anything to stop it!”. Duh. We can always do something. If we really push ourselves to do THAT something. Just think about it, we can always direct ourself to stop from feeling some emotions. It’s not like we are robots or something, but we can lead ourselves to not feel the emotions we don’t want to feel. Like you are falling for someone and you decided “Ey. Wrong move. He belongs to someone else.” Then stop seeing him! Stop making mushy senseless talks with him! Stop texting him! (Who am I arguing with?!$# LOL). Yes, we are humans, so we feel stuff, but we have BRAINS, we cannot directly control our emotions, but we can devise ways to stop the flow of those emotions through actions. Am I making a point here? I hope I am.

Now I have to direct my brain to go back to work. Sayonara!