One more week and I’m dead. Well not really dead, maybe just – brain dead? ^_^

I can’t believe it! My time is running out! Deadlines, deadlines, deadlines…

Lists appear again, as well as pure agitation, depression, and nervousness. Well maybe this is just some exaggeration but really, it’s not my imagination. LOL.

Things I should accomplish within the next month:

a.) Finish my Mobile App (j2ME) Project – well, I haven’t even began it yet. And I don’t even know what to do and how to start it. Any ideas?

b.) Intensive PhilNITS Review. (Should I even bother? I mean, can’t I just skip this step and … perform mouth-to-mouth resucitation on my social life?)

c.)  Two months of lesson plan preparation and teaching. And I forgot – enduring. Patience.

d.) My company project deadline is next Monday.  I really am gonna be dead.

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Thank you to ballot’s father.

To his heart-warming speech (well to me anywayz), to his kind words and for inspiring me to be strong and move forward. He invigorated me to renew my faith in God.

The past weeks weren’t easy. I lost patience, I lost confidence, and shed tears. I ran 10 flights of stairs twice a week and nearly lost my bag (containing my cellphone, credit cards and wallet). I argued with the school guard for not letting me bring my laptop out of the school (so stupid of me for not reading notices).  I studied for an exam just mere hours away. And I am blogging as if I don’t have a deadline to  catch.

I need a million hugs. Please. Hug me. *Sniff*